Here we are---its so hard

Psalms 139:13-16

 ^13-16 Oh yes, you shaped me first inside, then out;
      you formed me in my mother's womb.
   I thank you, High God—you're breathtaking!
      Body and soul, I am marvelously made!
      I worship in adoration—what a creation!
   You know me inside and out,
      you know every bone in my body;
   You know exactly how I was made, bit by bit,
      how I was sculpted from nothing into something.
   Like an open book, you watched me grow from conception to birth;
      all the stages of my life were spread out before you,
   The days of my life all prepared
      before I'd even lived one day.

What does this say to me:
God already knows what and why I will be doing what I do. Is there some way to correct my wrongs? NO. Only forgive and change. But, I am marvelously made. My soul and body are melded together and doing their thing. You watch over me.

What am I gona do bout this:
I scheduled a meyers-brigg professional to come share how wonderfully and amazing created we each are for the families at Hillcrest. God uses each of us, no matter what station in life we are at.

What's supp:

Wow. Ceylor turned 6. We bowled with Daisy scouts and small group girls. She is growing. The night before Marina moved in with my Dad. It is hard to raise teenagers and it is even harder to try and raise an adult. God gave us freedom and it is instilled in us.