Listening, slowing down

Slowing down is the "it" thing with me right now. I realized my brain says go, go, go but my body says "what the hell are we doing moving" after I attempt the things my brain said we were going to do. I want Ceylor in after school activities, Ruby in after school activities, Jill/Panda to MOMMY program, my laundry done, oh.....and my stomach to quit hurting.

Then reality sets in and I get off work and go home. Sit down, and then have to lay down, with barely more than that possible to do. I want this to be over. This is my reliance on God time. He is the one running the show and instead of figuring everything out, it's time to ask for HELP.

I am tired EVERYDAY. I want to take Ruby on a one on one trip, but I need her to drive so I can recline the seat and not sit up....but is that realistic with a new driver, she would say YES I'm sure.

Just tired........